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10 Graphic and Disturbing Movies

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Girl on the Third Floor (2019) IMDB 4.7/10 ME 7/10 All American Orgy (2009) IMDB 3.5/10 ME 2/10 Come to Daddy (2019) IMDB 6.0/10 ME 9/10 Closer (2004) IMDB 7.1/10 ME 6/10 Wicked City (1987) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 8/10 Before the Devil Knows You're Dead (2007) IMDB 7.3/10 ME 1/10 Ichi the Killer (2001) IMDB 6.9/10 ME 8/10 Body Double (1984) IMDB 6.8/10 ME 8/10 Running Scared (1986) IMDB 6.5/10 ME 7/10 The Beach Bum (2019) IMDB 5.5/10 ME 5/10 Note. I don't find any of these to be overly graphic or disturbing, but I rated the list anyway as I seen them all. Ignore the review part, I did not want to generate a new thumbnail for this blog.

15 Ultra Disturbing Movie Hot List

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The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) IMDB 7.4/10 ME 9/10 Salo or the 120 Days of Sodom (1975) IMDB 5.8/10 ME 6/10 Straw Dogs (1971 ) IMDB 7.4/10 ME 8/10 Ilsa: She Wolf's the SS (1975) IMDB 5.1/10 ME 8/10 The Last House on the Left (1972) IMDB 5.8/10 ME 8/10 Cannibal Holocaust (1979) IMDB 5.8/10 ME 7/10 I Spit on Your Grave (AKA Day of the Woman) (1978) IMDB 5.7/10 ME 8/10 The Devils (1971) IMDB 7.7/10 ME 8/10 Faces of Death (1978) IMDB 4.2/10 ME 1/10 *A In the Realm of the Senses (1976) IMDB 6.6/10 ME 8/10 Thriller: a Cruel Picture (1973) IMDB 6.4/10 ME 4/10 Possession (1981) IMDB 7.3/10 ME 6/10 Caligula (1979) IMDB 5.3/10 ME 2/10 *B A Clockwork Orange (1971) IMDB 8.2/10 ME 9/10 *C Pink Flamingos (1972) IMDB 6.0/10 ME 8/10 *D *A This movie just full on sucked. It is the first fake documentary film to be published. The deaths where not real - only the animal deaths where real. It's extremely boring. *B I did not find this extremely disturbing other than the imp...

July Blogging Challenge Day 28

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Is your favorite attribute about yourself physical or non-physical? Non-physical. I am rather fond of my ability to think better than average. I hate to say it, but I think the average person these days has no idea how to correctly process and discern information. They just believe what ever is told them for the most part. As for problem solving, forget it for most people under 40 these days it seems. Yes some young folk are totally on the ball and can think properly, but most, not so much. It also seems that a lot of people in my generation have just stopped thinking and just go with whatever is fed them from the sources they prefer - be it complete bull shit and obviously fake as hell, or not. Thought is not important to the average person anymore. They rely on being told everything.

Making Fancy AI Thumbnails For No Valid Reason

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I generated the background images for the four sets of thumbnails with Deep Dream Generator . I don't even know if I'm going to use them, but I wanted them anyway - so I made 'em. The ANNOYING thing about DDG is that at times it stamps a bloody signature on it that is randomly generated. It will even put two or three of the fecking things on an image in rare instances. So it eat a tone of my points to get them all free of fake ass signatures. The top right one (part of a set of 7 - one for each day of the week) had a literally 90% rate of it putting the signatures on it and I got no idea why. The more complicated the image, the more likely it is it seems to me. The bottom right had not one on it and I got lucky with them and got all seven of them in a row without wasting points. All I can say is, I'm glad I'm not bloody paying them for the premium engines and more points. Like it's worth a minimum of $20 USD a month to have it fuck up my images like this. That b...

July Blogging Challenge Day 27

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Do you easily accept compliments? Or do you hate compliments? I was going to say, "Who would not like to be complimented?" Then I remembered a guy I used to hang with a while back, and he hated it. He always thought there was something hidden in it that was supposed to hurt him. He could not see it as sincere. As for me, I enjoy them, but I'm shy about it. I'll try to play it down most of the time. That is, unless I know the person well. Or, if online, I may just reply with a smilie or a thumbs up emoji. I really don't much know what to do with it if it's not a friend. But I'll take it happily. There are of course times that fellow I used to run with it correct, they have a negative motive for it and it's meant in a very pointed way. The thing is, in text form, it's almost impossible to know that at all. Time was when a false compliment was extremely uncommon and considered extremely bad taste. These days, people seem to have almost no tact at all ...

July Blogging Challenge Day 26

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If you could become with one fictional character (book, show, or movie) who would it be? Lestat de Lioncourt from Interview with the Vampire for sure. But with a better outcome in his existence. I know he can be a complete twat at times, but I don't think there is a more cool character that will come to mind any time soon. A close second would be Doctor Who as played by Matt Smith (11th Doctor). He had style in spades, with a hint of being pansexual, but not a certainty of it. The energy of this incarnation was I think the best of all of them. But I'd still rather be Lestat.

Top 20 Best Animated Films of All Time Rated (With a Guest)

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1. The Secret of NIMH (1982) IMDB 7.5/10 ME 8/10 Mike 7/10 2. The Iron Giant (1999) IMDB 8.1/10 ME 8/10 Mike 7/10 3. Treasure Planet (2002) IMDB 7.2/10 ME 7/10 Mike 6/10 4. Akira (1988) IMDB 8.0/10 ME 8/10 Mike 8/10 5. Spirited Away (2001) IMDB 8.6/10 ME 8/10 Mike 7/10 6. Wall-E (2008) IMDB 8.4/10 ME 8/10 Mike 8/10 7. Paprika (2006) IMDB 7.7/10 ME 8/10 Mike 8/10 8. Ghost in the Shell (1995) IMDB 7.8/10 ME 9/10 Mike 7/10 9. Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) IMDB 8.0/10 ME 7/10 Mike 8/10 10. Titan A.E. (2000) IMDB 6.6/10 ME 7/10 Mike 6/10 11. The Princess and the Goblin (1991) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 6/10 Mike 6/10 12. Hey Good Lookin' (1982) IMDB 6.2/10 ME 7/10 Mike 6/10 13. The Last Unicorn (1982) IMDB 7.3/10 ME 8/10 Mike 8/10 14. Fantastic Planet (1973) IMDB 7.6/10 ME 10/10 Mike 6/10 15. The Black Cauldron (1985) IMDB 6.3/10 ME 8/10 Mike 6/10 16. The Brave Little Toaster (1987) IMDB 7.2/10 ME 7/10 Mike 5/10 ( *A ) 17. Rock & Rule (1983) IMDB 6.4/10 ME 7/10 Mik...

10 Banned 1970's Animated Movies Rated

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The following are animated movies that pushed the boundaries in the 1970's and at times went well over the line for most people. There would seen as offensive, dangerous, and/or disturbing and all ended up banned in several countries around the world. Some have racial content that was over the line at the time - some have sexual contend (including nonconsensual) - Others where just extremely violent for the intended audience, or where considered politically dangerous. 1. Coonskin (1975) IMDB 6.4/10 ME 7/10 2. The Nine Lives of Fritz the Cat (1974) IMDB 5.3/10 ME 8/10 3. Tarzoon Shame of the Jungle (1975) IMDB 5.0/10 ME 6/10 4. Down and Dirty Duck (1974) IMDB 5.2/10 ME 5/10 5. Once Upon a Girl (1976) IMDB 4.6/10 ME 3/10 6. Fantastic Planet (1973) IMDB 7.6/10 ME 10/10 7. Belladonna of Sadness (1973) IMDB 7.3/10 ME 7/10 8. Fritz the Car (1972) IMDB 6.2/10 ME 8/10 9. Heavy Traffic (1973) IMDB 6.5/10 ME 8/10 10. Watership Down (1978) IMDB 7.5/10 ME 9/10

It's Been a Hell of a Week

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OK, it's been a hell of a two weeks actually. I've had several appointments to go to for medical reasons this last two weeks. This had me in busy waiting rooms with a lot of people I don't know at all. This makes me very uncomfortable and in some case on the edge of a full on panic attack. This last one was just that, on the edge of panic the entire time. They wanted me in a half hour early, then made me sit there longer than if I was to come at the original time. I was there about 40 minutes. There where young kids, and for some reason they trigger the anxiety stronger than adults. I've got no idea why, but it's the way it is. The only comfort I had, was no one sat right beside me, and there was an empty space between me and this little girl. I have to say, she was in a great mood for someone who was about to see a pediatrician. I remember being a kid, and hating going to the doctor. But in my day, they where all kind of rough with kids and not one of them had a fr...

Swinging Free - The Nudist in Me (No Nudity in the Blog Post)

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I've been a nudist all my life (for the most part). It started when I was very young and I don't remember a time before it when I was dressed in pajamas at night - but there are photos of me like that. My Dad, my Brother and I used to be nude in the home after 9pm and thought nothing of it. We would watch TV together and just generally be fee from the restraints of clothing. This gave me a good sense of self that for most of my life has stayed with me. I've rarely been ashamed of my body, and I've rarely cared what others think of it. There was a short time in my early teens where I had issues with this, but that seems to be normal, even for nudists. In my late teens I started visiting nudist friendly locations within a day trip distance from me (there are not many). In my 20's I went to a lot of nudist camps and a couple of resorts (both in the USA - don't recall the names as it's been many years). There have also been many trips to nudist beaches in my day...

Nosh & Co. Extraordinary Jalapeño Chips A Quick Review

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You can get these here in Canada at Rexall. They are currently at $1.79 a bag. In the last year, the price has gone up about $0.80. However, it's a great deal for the quality of chips you get from them. The taste is of Jalapeño and a hint of cheddar cheese and a very slight hint of lime. The most predominant taste of course is Jalapeño. They are a thick crinkle cut chip and good for dipping. I think if you had a mango salsa with these, it would be awesome. They are extremely salty as are almost all chips. In fact there is a Health Canada warning on it for sodium. So it's going to make you thirsty. But on a side note with that - on a hot day when you been sweating a lot, it's actually good to consume sodium - yes, it's had for the heart and all, but you need it, and when very low on it, you get muscle cramps. The heat from these is not a natural heat to me. It has that chemical burn to it that you get with fake spiciness. It's also kind of hotter than it should be fo...

Awesome AI Prompts 1

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All of the thumbnails below where generated on Bing Image Generator . A beautiful female ninja in a dark, misty forest at night. She has long black hair tied into a high ponytail, wearing a sleek black tactical ninja outfit with subtle red accents. Her eyes are sharp and focused, holding a katana in one hand with the blade glowing faintly from moonlight. Her pose is graceful but powerful, as if ready to strike. The scene is backlit with fog and soft light from paper lanterns in the distance. Her expression is calm, determined, and mysterious. A tall figure draped in robes made of autumn leaves that fall and regenerate continuously. Face partially obscured by a hood, showing only a strong jawline and lips that hint at both beauty and death. Carries a scythe with a handle made of intertwined branches and a blade that seems to be forged from crystallized frost. Crown of thorns and autumn berries. A futuristic old man traveler wearing a stylish suit and AI-integrated modest wear stands con...

July Blogging Challenge Day 25

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As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? I wanted to be many things when I was a child, and not once did I want to be a good or a grounds keeper or a house painter - or any of the jobs I actually ended up doing as an adult. I wanted to be a cop like my Dad of course. I wanted to be a fire fighter. I wanted to be a truck driver. I wanted to be a race car driver. I wanted to be a fighter piolet. There where many others as well, but you get the point. When I saw some job I though was cool on TV, I wanted to be that. The only job not from TV was a cop. Dad was a cop and I wanted to be like him. I realized as a teen that being a cop would suck because of the people you had to deal with, so I did not try for that one.

July Blogging Challenge Day 24

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What is your favorite quality about your best friend? She had the exact same personality that I have. We where the same person with different bodies. I would have to say I liked her personality the best. In particular her sense of humor.

July Blogging Challenge Day 23

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What do you wish you had done differently? 1. I wish I had never joined a youth group that ended up with me being molested by my youth pastor. It's amazing how often you hear about child abuse of child porn and it's a bloody pastor or some kind of person who works with kids. Almost always a person who calls themselves a Christian in our country. 2. Went to Africa to work when I had the opportunity. I think it would have looked great on a resume and the experience would most likely have make me a much bolder person when dealing with the world. 3. Never worked for a commission selling stuff. I tried this twice, and both times ended up loosing money on the bloody job. I was worse off after both times, and it wasted a lot of my time trying to be a sales person when I don't have the personality to do that. You have to be rather exploitive to do it I think, and make money. 4. Become a cook a lot more early in my life, and not wasted a pile of money on education (student loans) fo...

July Blogging Challenge Day 22

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Who are/where you closest to in your family? Why? Like most people I know, that would be my Mother. She was always there to comfort me when I needed it. She spent a lot more time with me than my Father did. My Brother was kind of a jerk when we where living in the same house, and he never really grew into a good person in his life. I think there is an inherent bond between a Mother and her children that is just not there for a Father most of the time. I think this has been happening for as long as humans existed. It was not in favor of society to say this until my lifetime I think, however. There has been a lot written in the ages about the bond between people and their Mother. Some of those things dark as hell, but most of them speak of a special bond that will never happen with anyone else in your life. The bond with your Mother can't be repeated with any life partner you will have. Unfortunately, for some the Mother figure is a seriously bad thing in their lives, but for most of...

July Blogging Challenge Day 21

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What decade do you feel you most belong in? I'd have to say the 1970's. Not only was I the most happy back then. I'm 100% positive life was a lot safer for me and mine back then. I have to mention that the music of the 1970's was just some of the best to this day. If I had it to live over again, I'd make sure I'd stay the HELL AWAY from that youth pastor and the bloody youth group he was running. I enjoyed being a free range kid to say the least. I enjoyed summer holidays going to relatives places and seeing things from a kids perspective - I'd LOVE to do it all again.

3 144 Piece AI Jigsaw Puzzles Done With Times

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Images created with Deep Dream Generator and turned into puzzles with Jigsaws Galore .

July Blogging Challenge Day 20

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If you had one day left to live, what would you do first? I'd make an unlisted video on YouTube and send it in a text to my friends with the information that I'm going to die and to watch the video. I assume this means you know why you have one day to live, so that explanation would be in the video as well as my goodbye to everyone. I'd make sure to tell them I love them.

The Gospel of Prosperity? What Did Jesus Say?

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What did Jesus actually say about acquiring wealth according the the Word of God (The Christian Bible)? Matthew 6:24 (NIV) “No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money. Matthew 19:23-24 (NIV) Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Truly I tell you, it is hard for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of heaven. 24 Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.” This was a man who went out of his way to condemn the collection of wealth, and to speak of helping the poor with your resources. He also spoke about treating newcomers to your land well and kindly. He sure as heck would not have been putting migrants into bloody camps in the Florida Swamps. To be honest, the majority of people speaking about Christen values these days, have not one clue what Jesus had to say - the wo...

2 Questions About Nudity

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Borrowed some questions from a fellow nudist on Bluesky. 1: When it comes to others seeing you naked, do you: a) Prefer them not to? b) Not mind if they do? c) Want them to see you? d) Go out of your way to let them see you? For me B - I don't care at all if people see me naked, it's natural. 2: When it comes to seeing others naked, do you: a) Prefer not to? b) Not mind if you do? c) Want to see them? d) Go out of your way to see them? For me B - Again, I don't care at all if I see others naked, it's natural.

6 Wild Abstract Jigsaw Puzzles Done With Times

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All images made with Deep Dream Generator and turned into a puzzle with Jigsaws Galore .

July Blogging Challenge Day 19

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If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? There are no parameters to this, so I'm going to look at it from 3 directions. 1 - Physically: I would be of average weight  for my  height and in good physical condition with no disability. 2 - Mentally: There would be no mental illnesses getting in the may of me enjoying life at all times. 3 - Financially: I'd have financial security and enough to enjoy my life for the rest of my days, and not have to ever worry about money again. There would also be enough to help people I know that are in need and to give to charity that I believe in.

July Blogging Challenge Day 18

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Who do you think has had the largest influence on the person you are today? Not one  bloody person on earth. I'm stable in who and what I think I am. The person that is me was developed over a long time by myself and me desire for self growth. I have let very little influence that growth in regards to other people. Sure, it's happened - and it should at times, but as for today, not a single person. My identity and sense of self is stable and has been for years - there are no changes desired, so probably none will happen - thus no influence from others in why I am. I'm kind of sure  these prompts where made for very young adults who don't quite know who they are, or are very easily influenced by others - that is not me, or the vast majority of anyone I am friends with.

6 Variations of Psychedelic Shaman AI Images

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All made with Bing Image Creator - color adjusted with InfranView .

Blog Post 4444 AKA All These Years of Expression

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I've been doing this blog for years. I think in the last few years, I've been doing it a lot more than I used to do. There is also the Tag Question Blog, but I have not updated that in years I don't think. Then there is the Nudist Blog that I tend to just ignore most of the time. But this personal blog that is a snapshot of my thoughts has been part of my life for a while now. I like the easy of expressing myself in text form, or sharing photos, art, AI jigsaw puzzles - or whatever. The art of blogging seems to be dead for the most part in the light of social media and video sharing sights and apps, but I still love doing this. It feels natural to me, and I think for the most part, I'm better at expressing myself in text form than I am in speaking. I think everyone should do this to be honest. It is a good way to express yourself, if only to yourself. It does not need to be public, you can do it just for yourself, or a select invited few if you desire. There is somethin...

11:11 Reminds Me of My Mom (God Rest Her Soul)

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In 3 days my Mom will have been dead for 13 years to the day. Every time I see 11:11 I think of her. She believed the thing about 11:11 being a sign that an angel was looking out for you. It seems that it comes up on my phone kind of a lot, but in reality, I probably am just noticing it more, and not remembering other times I see. Mom was a superstitious person to say  the least. There are just too many things to list that she thought to be real, even though common sense and logic would dictate otherwise. For example, if your palm itched, you where going to get money. If this was true, I'd be getting money handed to me every other day LOL. It has literally never happened that I had an itchy palm, and money came my way any time soon. If she spilled the salt, she would toss a pinch of it over her shoulder to stop the devil somehow from getting to her. If you sneezed, she would say, "Bless You" - because she thought a demon could get in if you sneeze. She had a little cloth ...

July Blogging Challenge Day 17

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Where is your favorite place to escape to? Escape? What is that. I am poor, have no car, am disabled and can't walk far - how the hell am I going to "escape" to anywhere? The best I can do is sit in my living room chair and put on the headphones and listen to music. This is as close to an escape as I'm ever going to get. Hell I'm lucky if I can even get out for coffee once a week. I've not been out of the city in 2 years, and that time 2 years ago, it was to Regina to get a test done, then right back to Moose Jaw. I go nowhere and do nothing.

2 Blank Jesus Posters (Jesus in Bottom Left Corner)

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The Jesus images where created with Bing Image Creator and I just removed the background in PaintShop Pro 2023 Ultimate, then added the white background. Posting as is, won't make custom backgrounds for you. Enjoy. Click image, then save image as to get the full sized image.

12 Forgotten Movies Rated

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1. Brain Damage (1988) IMDB 6.5/10 ME 7/10 2. Vivaium (2019) IMDB 5.9/10 ME 6/10 3. Basket Case (1982) IMDB 6.2/10 ME 7/10 4. Death Race 2000 (1975) IMDB 6.2/10 ME 8/10 5. Pandorum (2009) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 6/10 6. Dreamcatcher (2003) IMDB 5.5/10 5/10 7. Sphere (1998) IMDB 6.1/10 ME 8/10 8. A Boy and His Dog (1975) IMDB 6.4/10 ME 5/10 9. Scanner Darkly (2006) IMDB 7.0/10 ME 9/10 10. Dark City (1998) IMDB 7.6/10 ME 8/10 11. The Bed Sitting Room (1969) IMDB 6.0/10 ME 6/10 12. Beyond the Black Rainbow (2010) IMDB 5.9/10 ME 7/10

12 Forgotten Gen-X Kids Shows Rated

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1. The Six Million Dollar Man (1974-1978) IMDB 7.1/10 ME 6/10 2. The Bionic Woman (1976-1978) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 6/10 3. Electra Woman and Dyno Girl (1976) IMDB 6.6/10 ME 6/10 4. Man From Atlantis (1977-1977) IMDB 6.5/10 ME 8/10 5. Super Friends (1973-1985) IMDB 7.2/10 ME 6/10 6. The New Adventures of Flash Garden (1979-1982) IMDB 6.9/10 ME 5/10 7. The Freedom Force (1978) IMDB 6.8/10 ME 7/10 8. Space Ghost (1966-1968) IMDB 7.2/10 ME 9/10 9. SilverHawks (1986) IMDB 7.3/10 ME 6/10 10. Scooby-Doo, Where Are You (1969-1978) IMDB 7.9/10 ME 9/10 11. The Mighty Hercules (1963-1966) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 2/10 * I found it super annoying 12. H.R. Pufnstuf (1969-1970) IMDB 7.4/10 ME 9/10

6 AI Sci-Fi Poster Jigsaw Puzzles Done With Times (Easy)

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All images made with Deep Dream Generator and turned to puzzles with Jigsaws Galore .