Dave Nicholson

Image made with Deep Dream Generator and puzzle with Jigsaws Galore .  

 

1. How do you actively pursue spiritual growth? 2. Do you think much about spiritual things? 3. Name an experience that has affected the way you think of God? 4. Where would you say you are on your spiritual journey? 5. What is your concept of God? 6. Do you view God positively or negatively? 7. Have you surrendered to the divine being? 8. Do you think Faith plays a role in your work, day, marriage, perspective on life? 9. If you could be sure there was a God, would you like to know God personally? 10. What did you think of the last religious or spiritual Gathering you were at? 11. Do you go to religious gatherings? Why or why not? 12. Discuss your basic beliefs. 13. Talk about the most important things in your life and how they relate to God. 14. Are religious gatherings a big part of your life? Would you like them to be a bigger part of your life? Why? 15. How do you think someone becomes religious or spiritual? 16. Share the thing that is most important to you as related to God. 17....

They told us that we where not getting the carbon tax rebate in Saskatchewan, but here it is in my Revenue Canada profile. I don't know what to think. If it's true we are getting it, I could have gotten away with not getting an advance from SAID (disability). Not only that, it seems to be much more than the last one. Before the GST was abut $180 and the CCR was about $170. This is a blessing to say the least, it will allow me to get a few things I want and the stuff I need that I was going to skip getting due to money problems. But I really don't know what to think, we where told we where not getting it at all. Now they say, we are just getting less of it. And if this is less, I wonder how much other provinces are getting. I hope it's actually deposited on the 15th. I need a new Moka pot for example as I can't find the rings for the one I have at all, just for other brands. I do need a bed frame sooner or later, but that will be done in July extra money money. As we...

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14 Graphic Movies Rated (another person labeled these graphic content ). I have them in order of the year they were put out and by alphabetical order in cases of the same year. As of the date I published this, there were only 2 I had not watched and I have now watched them (interestingly enough, the ones I had not seen are last on the list). Most of these are on Netflix, but some are on Prime. Bonnie and Clyde (1967) IMDB 7.7/10 ME 7/10 Seraphim Falls (2006) IMDB 6.6/10 ME 8/10 X (2022) IMDB 6.5/10 ME 8/10 The Impossible (2012) IMDB 7.5/10 ME 6/10 Backcountry (2014) IMDB 6.0/10 ME 7/10 American Assassin (2017) IMDB 6.2/10 ME 7/10 Brawl in Cell Block 99 (2017) IMDB 7.1/10 ME 7/10 Believer (2018) IMDB 6.6/10 ME 7/10 {Dubbed} Joker (2019) IMDB 8.4/10 ME 9/10 Blonde (2022) IMDB 5.5/10 ME 7/10 Carter (2022) IMDB 5.1/10 ME 7/10 {Dubbed} No Hard Feelings (2023) IMDB 6.4/10 ME 6/10 Reptile (2023) IMDB 6.8/10 ME 8/10 The Killer (2023) IMDB 6.7/10 ME 8/10

Mar 22, 2024 I called the voicemail for the SAID program I have the number for and left a message about them NOT processing my advance I wanted for shoes. Thankfully this time, it did not take 8 days  to get back to me, they got back that morning. The worker told me the other worker was not able to process it on Thursday as it was the time the system was processing the checks for the next weeks pay period. Well I was told by that worker on Wednesday that she would process it on Thursday because Wednesday was the day the system processed the checks. So there is a discrepancy there. Either she just did NOT get to it, or she had mistaken when the processing of the checks would be, I have no idea witch. But the worker who called me back on Friday told me that she would process it that day. I asked if it would be deposited on Friday, but she told me it would be Monday before it's in my account. I rather figured that would be the case. In the past, they would be in your account on the sa...

Played on Jigsaws Galore with an AI image I generated on Deep Dream Generator .  

The following was published in 1979. I have changed a part where it mentioned self harm. Do note that these are a joke, and they are rather pointed, blunt, and use bad language. They are also insulting AF. Aquarius: (Jan 20 - Feb 18) You have an inventive mind and are incline to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly. Because you're stupid. Everyone thinks You're a jerk. Pisces: (Feb 19 - Mar 20) You have a vivid imagination and often think you are followed by the FBI or CIA. You have no influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are generally a dipshit. Aries: (Mar 21 - Apr 19) You are the pioneer type and think that most people are dickheads. You are quick tempered, impatient, and scornful of advice. You're a prick. Taurus: (Apr 20 - May 20) You are practical and persistent. You have dogged determination to work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bull-headed. Your no...

18 jigsaw puzzles for use with Jigsaws Galore . They are 1008 pieces each. They where generated with Deep Dream Generator in the style of Norman Rockwell . I do have to say they came out with a rather creepy feel to them however. Puzzle files go in: C:\Users\USER_NAME\AppData\Roaming\Jigsaws Galore\Jigsaws Unzip them toss the folder in the above location. Download HERE  

I'm actually extremely more sad than angry. I put a lot of energy into trying to get an advance, but it seems doomed to not happen, no matter how much I need it. Mar 13, 2024 I email SAID (disability in Saskatchewan). Mar 15, 2024 Left a voice mail. Mar 18, 2024 left another voice mail. Mar 20, 2024 got a call telling me they would process the advance on Mar 21, 2024. The deposit into my account should have been just after midnight on Mar 22, 2024. Well this is 6:46 am Mar 22, 2024 and I have left yet another voicemail. The money was never deposited OF COURSE. I need shoes SOON, but do you think I can get the government workers to do what they are being paid to do? Well, no I can't. I would pray that they get the message and it somehow magically gets deposited today before 1 pm. But I am rather sure this was the last push I needed to stop believing there is a God. I am really depressed right now and exhausted. The stress of them taking so dang long to even get back to me has le...

Here's me rendering a fractal that came out very well. Yup it came out kind of cool. On my art page is the Parameters to render this and play with it in Mandelbulb 3D .  

208 pieces.  

Grandma Popowitch. She looks like Rita Haworth to me. I fixed up the image a bit, but did not spend a lot of time on it. There is a lot of speckling in the hair still. Feel free to use the image for art projects, posters, ads, whatever the heck you wish.  

I've been asked when I lost respect for humanity in general. Well, there is more than just a quick answer to that. For the most part, since the 1980's I've had little respect for humanity and have thought we are totally doomed one of these days from our own actions. But the big fall in respect came in 2020 when people started to panic buy everything in site, and the store shelves where left empty. For people like myself, and most people I know, it's not possible to just go get a truck load of stuff from the store when we want to do that. In fact for most people alive, this is not a possibility. For the most part it seems to have been the upper middle class who thought, "fuck everyone else, I've got mine." There where people literally on video grabbing stuff out of the hands of little old ladies in the stores. It was hell on earth for people like me who tend to NOT be able to go to the store often and need to shop for the month all at once. The result of th...

This is in 2004 when I was almost 500 lbs. The tree is in a park in Moose Jaw, Saskatchewan, Canada. The thing is, trees in Saskatchewan don't tend to get even close to the size of this one. Also, I'm not sure if it's still there, as I've not been down there in at least 13 years. It was not in great shape, and had a crack in it that was being held together with metal cable. I am reminded there was a, "soul tree" in the aria in the 1980's it was cut down due to, "Satanic Panic". There was a rumor that the local devil cult was going to sacrifice a baby on the spot. This was totally unfounded of course, as they tended to just do drugs and hang out talking about a made up heritage. It's the same year that city council had people not send their children out on Halloween for the same reason. This turned out to be the work of one mouthy 13 year old that spread the falsehoods all over the place. There was also an incident with a daycare where the chi...

On Dec. 31, 2023 I was laying on the floor in my apartment for 7 hours after falling when I got too drunk. I wan not able to get up and it took some time for anyone to hear me calling for help. I find it amazing that the people on either side of me, or across the hall heard nothing, but the lady way down the hall did hear me. She called an ambulance for me and I was helped off the floor with use of an air bag designed just for this task. I was taken to the hospital and seen right away. When in the hospital I was advised I needed a CT scan of my brain right away, as I'm on blood thinners and they worried about bleeding into my brain, since I could not recall falling. The CT operator in the Moose Jaw hospital was not available and I had to be taken to Regina General to have the scan. Fortunately, I did not have any bleeding in my brain. I have to say, that after being on the floor for 7 hours, if I did, I'd be dead or a salad plate by the time I was found. But better to be cautio...

I've been online since 1997. First in the news groups that where the  big thing in the day, then on YouTube and several social media sites that popped up in the early days. I've seen sites come and go, and I've also seen a hell of a lot of angry people who hide behind a screen to lash out at others. When I say I've seen a lot of hate, I mean a LOT. Being a person of size, and of the LGBTQ+ community who never hid who I am, I ran into a lot of people looking to offend. I have to admit, in the early days, it worked as I was not on the right meds and my emotions where all over the place and I would go from extremely happy, to very sad in seconds - pissed off was easy in that time frame. But it was not long before I ended up being treated for my mental illness in a correct manner and it was all levered out. After this, it was water off a ducks back, and it became very hard to offend me. I had the ability to reason, and realized how sad a life people like this have. They nee...

220 Questions Part 1 of 22 1. What’s something you wish you could do again for the first time?  2. Name a hard but important lesson you’ve learned. 3. What is hard for you but easy for others?  4. What do you want but will never have?  5. What’s your most controversial opinion?  6. What fictional character do you most relate to? 7. When do you feel like the best version of yourself?  8. What book, movie or video game made you change the way you look at the world?  9. What occupation do you admire but could never do? 10. Who is your nemesis? Why? 220 Questions Part 2 of 22 1. How are things getting better?  2. How are things getting worse?  3. What person do you most look up to? Why? 4. What story have you told people the most?  5. What are your top 5 TV series? 6. What job would you choose to have if money were no object? 7. What’s the fastest way to make you mad?  8. What is the most useless skill you have?  9. What is your least f...