Dave Nicholson

Just dumped a local group from my life forever on Facebook. What a bunch of ignorant people. It started with a woman asking for help to feed her children because they ran out of money and the food bank is over limit and gives very little now. Well all kinds of twats jumped on her telling her to get a job and much more. They no literally nothing about the families situation and they don't care, they live to look down on others and attack them for daring to be poor, or disabled, or whatever. I've seem far too much of it over the two years I've been a member and I'm freaking done with it. No more. This is every day someone gets attacked by ass-hats looking to offend anyone they can. You would think there was no mods at all, but there is. They seem to only take down posts for people looking to sell things and so on, while allowing businesses to post ads all they want. Not one of this group of malevolent twats has been booted or even restricted. I'm in it to ask question...

I'm glad I did this yesterday, I'm to shaky today to have done it .  

Seriously not doing well today. My hands are super shaky yo the point it is hard to feed myself. I'm typing this with one finer resting my arm on the desk, or it would be impossible. It seriously seems I'm getting more health issues every day. I would rather be dead than in a care home, so this is seriously worrisome. I'm scared to go for coffee this way, I don't want to splash it all over in public. Honestly, I find myself wanting to just not wake up in the morning. I don't want to live this way. But I carry on literally for the love of my friends who are closer to me than what is left of my so called family.  

Excision (2008) My rating: 8/10 IMDB: 6.9/10 This is an 18 minute short about a girl who wants to be a doctor, but she is dangerously insane. It shows how she deals with people opposing her at school and what she wants to do with them in her mind. We Go On ((2016) My rating: 6/10 IMDB: 5.8/10 A man offers $30,000 to anyone who can prove there is an afterlife. It comes down to 3 people who he thinks might know something. The more he gets into it the stranger things get. Road Games (1981) My rating: 6/10 IMDB: 6.6/10 An American trucker in Australia plays a game of cat and mouse with a man in a green van who he thinks is trying to kill the woman he picked up on the road. Big Bad Wolves (2013) My rating: 8/10 IMDB: 6.8/10 A child molester gets away with it due to lack of evidence, and the child's father and a cop go about torturing him. Kidnapped (2010) My rating: 6/10 IMDB: 6.4/10 Starts out with a main character getting killed by a car trying to escape. Goes back in time showing the...

In 4 weeks I've injured me knee bad enough to need a cane. I've developed Edema and it's not going away with a water pill. Then came a series of blood clots in the back of my led. I think hurt my back. Right now a randomly accruing severe pain in my testicles is going off on me. It's not been a good month at all. There is also that I have been broke for months and if I was not given money for some fun I would have had nothing but suffering for a month. At this exact moment I'm kind of sure I just pulled a muscle on my chest - I've done it several times in the past and it feels exactly the same. My left foot is over twice it's normal size and it's hard to put a shoe on it. I need a test before I see the doctor again, and as of now no one has called me to come in for it. I'm falling apart it seems.