TIME TO MAN UP AND TRY TO FIX MY DEBT

I don't know what the hell item for item, but I seem to have gotten myself in a lot of debt. Yeah, I realize a lot of people right now are in the same boat and I wish I could help a few of them I know, but I can't. This is just about how I got in the hole. The worst part is I was in debt before and paid it all off, but then it all hit me again.

To start with I had several things fail that I need in my live and I had to replace them - a computer was one - to top it off the computer I replaced it with needed repairing to work later on. That got me big in the hole on my credit card.

The a bunch of bad choices when I was given money by friends and kind people I spent it on "fun" and items I would enjoy, and not on clearing my credit card debt. I full on realize this was 100% the wrong thing to do. I should have put every penny on the card and been off of it and back to paying as I go instead of being a month behind in payments.

Well this added up after a while and to clear some of the credit card off I let my cable bill get a month behind. So now I have $385 on the card a month for my expenses and a outstanding $200 cable/internet bill. Yes I fucked by really bad.

At least I have food on the table and a place to call home - some are on the verge of losing that. I feel full on foolish about all this and well, I don't know what I'm going to do about it other then stop enjoying things other than a weekly going out for coffee with friends (and only have coffee, no food), and use the savings to very slowly get back on track.

Yes it may just take several months, maybe even a year, but it needs to be done. I need to step up and get on this shit. It's causing me a lot of stress and I need to solve this. If you can and desire to help, you can donate to http://paypal.me/DNicholson66 I realize most people reading this can't help me and I also don't expect strangers to feel sorry for me fucking things up like this.

Anyways to sum it all up, I fucked things up very bad on top of having some bad breaks. I made a bad thing worse. I need to man up and fix my shit. By the way, the link should work any place in the world.

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