Dave Nicholson

Watch the video then follow the instructions. OK this is what I cam up with using Paint Shop Pro and a number of brushes after listening to the music in Craig's video and with little to no thought put into it, just picked colours and brushes and went at it. It felt actually good and as the music ran on in my mind after it stopped and I started to create, it was like being free to dance by the camp fire as a teen. Really quite a good release of energy. As he says, the outcome is not important, it's the process and allowing myself to just flow out the image was very relaxing.

10. The Calvin and Hobbes Lazy Sunday Book - Bill Watterson 9. 1984 - George Orwell 8. The Choirboys - Joseph Wambaugh 7. Peanuts - Charles M. Schulz 6. The Seductive Art of Japanese Bondage - Midori 5. Faust - Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe 4. Wuthering Heights - S. E. Hinton 3. On The Road - Jack Kerouac 2. The Castle - Franz Kafka 1. A Clockwork Orange (UK version) - Anthony Burgess

It's amazing to me how many times someone says something like "your not disabled, your just fat". The preconception that at over 300 lbs anyone can be 100% able bodied is actually ridiculous in the first place. The other thing is almost all the people I know that have been disabled a long time are of plus size. They got this way after 15 or 20 years of sedentary life. They did not start out this way. For me I was slightly oversized as a kid after I hurt my spine badly and had to take several months of time off of being active. I have had no explanation why the weight never went off after as it should have. I went back to being active in the extreme, yet the weight persisted. I was slightly plus sized up until I had a second back injury that put me into the sedentary category. After that I gained weight very fast and because of depression and anxiety disorder - coupled with the imprinted thought that food fixes your problems, I went up to 498 lbs that I know of. I...

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White Rabbit • Collide (Can't You) Trip Like I Do (feat. The Crystal Method) • Filter Eleanor Rigby • Godhead Existence • FGFC820 Blue Monday • orgy Not Meant for Me • Wayne Static 6 Underground (Nellee Hoopers Edit) • Sneaker Pimps What Do I Have to Do? • Stabbing Westward Name Of The Game • The Crystal Method Worlock • Skinny Puppy Slept so Long • Jay Gordon Wound (Sacrificed Mix) • Velvet Acid Christ Army of Me • Bjork Shake the Cage • KMFDM #1 Crush (Nellee Hooper Mix) • Garbage Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums • A Perfect Circle I Surrender (Extended Version) • In Strict Confidence A Daisy Chain 4 Satan • My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult Lovesong • Snake River Conspiracy Heal My Scars • Ludovico Technique Amnesia • KMFDM EI Phantasmo And The Chicken-Run Blast-O-Rama • White Zombie Excess • Tricky Liberation • Noise Unit Cum Junkie • GENITORTURERS Our Time Will Come • KMFDM Let the Monster Rise • Alexa Vega & Anthony Stewart Head Dissolve • Switchb...

The Sound of Silence • Disturbed Simple Man (Acoustic) • Shinedown I Stand Alone • Godsmack Whiskey in the Jar • Metallica 45 • Shinedown Zombie • Bad Wolves Nightmare • Avenged Sevenfold Sound of Madness • Shinedown B.Y.O.B. • System Of A Down I'll Follow You • Shinedown Hurt • Johnny Cash MONSTERS • Shinedown Nothing Else Matters • Metallica Second Chance • Shinedown Behind Blue Eyes • Limp Bizkit Hail to the King • Avenged Sevenfold DEVIL • Shinedown Wish You Were Here • Pink Floyd How Did You Love • Shinedown Down With the Sickness • Disturbed Africa • Toto Kryptonite • 3 Doors Down GET UP • Shinedown Bother • Stone Sour

Mr. Bojangles • Nitty Gritty Dirt Band No Sugar Tonight / New Mother Nature • The Guess Who The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald • Gordon Lightfoot Take Me Home, Country Roads • John Denver Time In a Bottle • Jim Croce Fishin' in the Dark • Nitty Gritty Dirt Band Long Cool Woman (In a Black Dress) • The Hollies Big Bad John • Jimmy Dean Heard It in a Love Song • The Marshall Tucker Band Sundown • Gordon Lightfoot My Heros Have Always Been Cowboys • Willie Nelson A Horse with No Name • America Brandy (You're a Fine Girl) • Looking Glass You Don't Mess Around with Jim • Jim Croce California Dreamin' • The Mamas And The Papas Spirit In The Sky • Norman Greenbaum Southern Cross • Crosby, Stills & Nash Rocket Man (I Think It's Going To Be A Long Long Time) • Elton John Abraham, Martin And John • Dion The Cover of Rolling Stone • B Dr. Hook & The Medicine Show King Of The Road • Roger Miller Draggin' The Line • Tommy James For What It's Worth • Buffalo Sprin...

Feel Good Inc. • Gorillaz Stressed Out • twenty one pilots Clint Eastwood • B Gorillaz Pumped Up Kicks • Foster The People 19-2000 • Gorillaz Seven Nation Army • The White Stripes DARE • Gorillaz Can't Stop • Red Hot Chili Peppers Tranz • Gorillaz Heathens • twenty one pilots Dirty Harry • Gorillaz Do I Wanna Know? • Arctic Monkeys On Melancholy Hill • Gorillaz You're Gonna Go Far, Kid • B The Offspring Humility (feat. George Benson) • Gorillaz Dani California • Red Hot Chili Peppers Saturnz Barz (feat. Popcaan) • Gorillaz Snow (Hey Oh) • Red Hot Chili Peppers Chlorine • twenty one pilots Tomorrow Comes Today • a Gorillaz Thunder • Imagine Dragons Bangarang (feat. Sirah) • a Skrillex Come with Me Now • Kongos EI Mafiana • Gorillaz Electric Feel • MGMT

Woke up at about 4:40am and was covered in itchy and sneezing. It's almost 6am now and I'm still the same - itchy and sneezing. Almost always I have no idea what is attacking me like this. You see I have a great deal of problems with chemicals and there are very few cleaning products I can use for example. There is also exactly one deodorant I can use without it bothering my skin. So yeah, I got no idea what it is. At first I thought it was the stuff I ordered, but I've been exposed to it for 20 hours already with no issues and just now have a big problem with something. So I seriously doubt it's the Fabreze or the body wash. Both things I've used for years with no issue. Two apartments back I was hit so hard I had to call 911. I was literally unable to breath properly and was in a hell of a lot of trouble by the time the EMT's got there. I had to get a shot in the ER to get me to breath right again. When I returned to the apartment many hours...

Banged my big toe on the right foot a couple months back and it pulled up a bit on the edge. It's been like this since. It hurt for a while when I did it, but not terribly. Should have taken the photo the next day, as the nail was dark blue underneath.

Tomato's, Onions, Celery, Mexican Red Chili, Garlic, Cocoa, Oregano, Thyme, Tomato paste.

So this is twitter on my phone in the app store after update. I go to check my feed and "POOF" it crashes. I have to uninstall it and reinstall the freaking thing. Well I got a Samsung phone and it remembers your passwords. WELL I changed the freaking thing and for some reason it never asked me for the new one on the phone, I just kept using the app - so it never updated on the Samsung save thing. So I look at my password list (it's encrypted on my phone) and it's the OLD one. So I try to guess, 3 strikes and poof it asks if I forgot my password. So I go to the bother of changing the password and logging in and having it text me the magic fucking number to verify I'm either who I am or the guy who killed me to take over my twitter. So cut to hours later on the PC - I click Twitter and instantly it asks me for my new password. Sure the phone does not give 2 fucks if I know my "new" password, but the browser sure as hell does. Good thing I've now up...

  Well it's gone to hell boys, straight to hell boys. First I lost 5 lbs 2 weeks in a row and 1 before that for a total of 11 and a bit lost. Then came this monstrous week. It starts with me being handed a thing full of assorted candy (the size of my head). You know I'm going to just sit there and eat it until I'm sick - it's just how I am with candy - and I did. Next step I find this big ass 2kg container of pasta and 4 very large containers of pasta sauce. Well I eat it ALL in 2 days. Yes I realize that's like enough to give a family of 4 12 meals. Sigh. Now in walks someone I have not seen in ages as the moved to Saskatoon - he has this bottle (a 26) of this low priced booze that tasted like candy (I'm telling you there had to be 25,000 calories in the bottle). Well we drank half of it that night while talking then he left me the other half. I consumed the other half the next night. Cut to Monday and I get a 1.75L bottle of premixed Caesar to d...

  This is a product by Minhas Distillery. A Caesar is a very Canadian drink. It consists of Vodka and Clamato Juice (literally tomato juice with clam juice in it). How anyone came up with the idea for that I don't know but it's freaking tasty. There are a small amount of spices added to it as well. This one is flavoured lightly with Dill Pickle taste (not very strong). For the price you get about 4 large tumblers of premixed drink to consume. It's 13.7% alcohol and goes down smooth. Typically you toss a stick of celery in the glass and rim the glass with seasoning salt - but it's not required. I recommend mildly spicy pepper with it. I don't do the salt as I don't tend to like a lot of salt. But if you are having friends over for a cook out or a movie night or even game night, this stuff goes down VERY well. Remember there are about 4 average servings in this (there are about 61.5oz or 1750ml in the bottle). Some would call that 6 or 8 servings but not the p...

  This is a product by Minhas Distillery here in Saskatchewan. It's not actually whisky, it's whisky flavoured. To be honest there is only the taste of caramel in it and it's very sweet. It's candy sweet. I'm rather certain drinking this stuff was like having 2 large pizzas for calories (just going on how sweet it was). I've already tossed the bottle or I'd see if there is a calorie count on it. It's bottled at 43% and goes down smooth. Basically it's a grain spirit with flavour added to it. You can see by the price below, it's not that expensive and for the price I'd recommend it. I'll not be going for it over my standby as I am rather sure it's just too much calories for my desire, but it's nice for you folks who are not trying to lose more weight than your best friend weighs. I'm not very sure if you can get it out of Saskatchewan, but if you can or you live here, give it a try. BTW this was a gift - a nice gift.

Down 5 lbs to 381.4 (173.0 kg). Loss this year so far 11.4 lbs. All time loss 116.6 lbs.

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Well more carry over on the credit card till next month - but won't be interest as the amount I need to pay will be paid before it's time for interest to start being applied. If I don't get much next month and don't spend much on myself for fun, I will most likely be out of the hole in a few months. I want to get back to the point where I can pay it all off before the end of the month on the same check, not the next months check like I'm doing now. As well would be nice to be able to leave a bit in the bank just in case I need a cab ride - until I get it all taken care off, that won't happen. When my contract with Shaw Cable runs out, I'll be dropping cable for good and switching to Sasktel for internet - then it will be $79 a month instead of $157 a month ($78 saving - so half the price). My phone plan is staying the same - I want the unlimited Data so I can use the phone anywhere and if I switch to a plan with no unlimited I will be billed long distance...

You will have to click the image to enlarge. Don't know how well that will work on a phone, but a tablet might be fine. Anyways... What the actual hell is abusive about any of these comments. The held for review box is where the bot puts them if it thinks they are "abusive" or could be "abusive". The best thing is it waited till the next day to toss them in there after I'd replied to every last one of them. The hell? It seems to do it in clusters. There will be nothing in the box for a week to 2, then POOF several comments get tossed in there form a recent video. Every last time there was not one thing wrong with them. Well OK literally 1 comment was a bit on the snide side, but it was meant as a joke and did not cross a line that any rational person would think is abuse. So I'm left wondering how many people have been punted off of YouTube for stuff they never did. I do remember one time getting a strike for "copyright music". Well the vide...

Well this week went better than I expected. I was expecting about 3 lbs. -5.4 lbs to a weight of 386.4. A loss this term of 6.4 lbs so far and an all time loss of 111.6 lbs.

Lost 1 LB on the first week of the year. Puts me at 391.8lbs (177.7kg). Loss for the term 1.0lbs. All time loss 105.2lbs. Last year was an atrocity with me going up rather a LOT. I'll be trying my best this year to not do so bad. I tell you the first year was so easy and I was not tempted - but now it's a struggle to say the least.  The fact that I'm too disabled to walk much and I can't do any other form of working out makes it a lot harder. 

  This is some leftover veggies and beans heated up with a packet of Chocolate Curry spice. I tossed the packet so I can't tell you the brand - I should have taken a photo of it. It was actually quite good. The spice was just right and not overstated. The chocolate set it all off quite well. The garlic in it complemented nicely as well. I rather enjoyed it. A nice cup of Kick Ass Coffee by Kicking Horse to wash it down was a great ending to the meal. Now I'm back to the standard beans and veggies in stewed tomatoes for the rest of the month - can't afford any other stuff to munch on.  MMM Coffee.

I don't do milk so instead of making this like it's supposed to be made, I tossed some in my Coffee. It was actually GREAT in the coffee. Just a hint of chili and bit of a minty taste. It all complements the chocolate flavor quite well. Was given this as a gift, and I rather enjoy it.

Had a bit of a HUH moment when I tested my speed the other day. I had it coming out at just over 100Mbps and it's supposed to be 300. So I contacted them on Twitter and they send a service guy. He tests it and it's 300. Well then he tells me that their OWN speed test does not work and I should use a different one. Sure enough, I fire it up and my phone hits exactly on 300. that upload speed though... Sigh. We seem to have an issue in all of Canada where they conspire to give us pathetic upload speeds. As well, I don't know who's IP is showing on this, but it's not mine - can't figure out why not.

Bohemian Rhapsody • Panic! At The Disco LA Devotee • Panic! At The Disco Pumped Up Kicks • Foster The People The Good, the Bad and the Dirty • Panic! At The Disco Welcome to the Black Parade • My Chemical Romance This Is Gospel • Panic! At The Disco Heathens • twenty one pilots Emperor's New Clothes • Panic! At The Disco The Judge • twenty one pilots House of Memories • Panic! At The Disco Sugar, We're Goin Down • Fall Out Boy I Write Sins Not Tragedies • Panic! At The Disco Uma Thurman • Fall Out Boy Nine in the Afternoon • Panic! At The Disco Ride • twenty one pilots Hallelujah • Panic! At The Disco Whatever It Takes • Imagine Dragons Roaring 20s • Panic! At The Disco Chlorine • twenty one pilots King of the Clouds • Panic! At The Disco Radioactive • Imagine Dragons Dancing's Not a Crime • Panic! At The Disco Demons • Imagine Dragons One of the Drunks • B Panic! At The Disco House of Gold • Twenty One Pilots

Thunder • Imagine Dragons Stressed Out • twenty one pilots Believer • Imagine Dragons Bangarang (feat. Sirah) • a Skrillex High Hopes • Panic! At The Disco Whatever It Takes • Imagine Dragons Zombie • Bad Wolves Shape of You • Ed Sheeran Treat You Better • Shawn Mendes Machine • Imagine Dragons Heathens • twenty one pilots Human • Rag'n'Bone Man Natural • Imagine Dragons Ride • twenty one pilots Wake Me Up • Avicii Radioactive • Imagine Dragons Don't Let Me Down (feat. Daya) • The Chainsmokers Happier • Marshmello & Bastille Closer (feat. Halsey) • The Chainsmokers Warriors • Imagine Dragons Something Just Like This • The Chainsmokers & Coldplay Bad Liar • Imagine Dragons Counting Stars • OneRepublic Zero • Imagine Dragons Happier • Marshmello & Bastille Closer (feat. Halsey) • The Chainsmokers Warriors • Imagine Dragons Something Just Like This • The Chainsmokers & Coldplay Bad Liar • Imagine Dragons Counting Stars • OneRepublic Zero • Imagine Dragons Sugar...

Seven Spanish Angels • Willie Nelson Fishin' in the Dark • Nitty Gritty Dirt Band It's All Going to Pot • Willie Nelson & Merle Haggard I'd Just Love To Lay You Down • Conway Twitty He Stopped Loving Her Today • George Jones Still Not Dead • Willie Nelson Are the Good Times Really Over • Merle Haggard When You Say Nothing At All • Alison Krauss Theme from "The Dukes of Hazzard" (Good 0l' Boys) • Waylon Jennings Pancho and Lefty • Merle Haggard & Willie Nelson She's In Love With The Boy • Trisha Yearwood Remember When • Alan Jackson Okie from Muskogee • Merle Haggard & Willie Nelson Close Enough to Perfect • Alabama Sing Me Back Home • Merle Haggard Angel Flying Too Close to the Ground • Willie Nelson Just A Closer Walk With Thee • Patsy Cline If Tomorrow Never Comes • The Nashville All Stars Hello Darlin' • Conway Twitty (Ghost) Riders In The Sky • Johnny Cash & Willie Nelson Too Cold At Home • Mark Chesnutt Troubadour • George Strait H...

House Of the Rising Sun • BTO Far From Home • B Five Finger Death Punch God & Guns • Lynyrd Skynyrd While My Guitar Gently Weeps • The Jeff Healey Band Radar Love • Golden Earring A Touch of Evil • Judas Priest Since You Been Gone • Tangier Born Loser • Copperhead Heart Of Soul • The Cult I Gotsta Get Paid • ZZ Top Shameless • Billy Joel Still Unbroken • Lynyrd Skynyrd The Wizard • Uriah Heep (Ghost) Riders In the Sky • The Outlaws Song For America • Kansas Easy Livin' • Uriah Heep Keep Your Hands to Yourself • Georgia Satellites Shotgun Blues • Kenny Wayne Shepherd Band Jake • Lynyrd Skynyrd Lady In Black • Uriah Heep Heya • Jeronimo Rockin' in the Free World • Krokus Beds Are Burning • Midnight Oil Fortunate Son • Creedence Clearwater Revival Simple Man • Bad Company Sweet Home Alabama • Lynyrd Skynyrd Sunshine Of Your Love • Cream Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm • Crash Test Dummies House Of Broken Love • Great White Close My Eyes Forever • Lita Ford Free Bird • Lynyrd Skynyrd Perfect S...

House Of the Rising Sun • BTO Far From Home • B Five Finger Death Punch God & Guns • Lynyrd Skynyrd While My Guitar Gently Weeps • The Jeff Healey Band Radar Love • Golden Earring A Touch of Evil • Judas Priest Since You Been Gone • Tangier Born Loser • Copperhead Heart Of Soul • The Cult I Gotsta Get Paid • ZZ Top Shameless • Billy Joel Still Unbroken • Lynyrd Skynyrd The Wizard • Uriah Heep (Ghost) Riders In the Sky • The Outlaws Song For America • Kansas Easy Livin' • Uriah Heep Keep Your Hands to Yourself • Georgia Satellites Shotgun Blues • Kenny Wayne Shepherd Band Jake • Lynyrd Skynyrd Lady In Black • Uriah Heep Heya • Jeronimo Rockin' in the Free World • Krokus Beds Are Burning • Midnight Oil Fortunate Son • Creedence Clearwater Revival Simple Man • Bad Company Sweet Home Alabama • Lynyrd Skynyrd Sunshine Of Your Love • Cream Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm • Crash Test Dummies House Of Broken Love • Great White Close My Eyes Forever • Lita Ford Shine On You Crazy Diamond • Pink Fl...

Rock & Roll Band • Boston Burnin' for You • Blue Oyster Cult Cool The Engines • Boston Mr. Roboto • Styx Back In Black • AC/DC More Than a Feeling • Boston Gimme Three Steps • Lynyrd Skynyrd Enter Sandman • Metallica Magic Carpet Ride • Steppenwolf Peace of Mind • Boston Rocket Man (I Think It's Going To Be A Long Long Time) • Elton John It's Easy • Boston Caught Up In You • 38 Special Smokin' • Boston Any Way You Want It • Journey Peace of Mind • Boston Dream On • Aerosmith Something About You • Boston Sunshine Of Your Love • Cream Foreplay / Long Time • Boston Fortunate Son • Creedence Clearwater Revival Let Me Take You Home Tonight • Boston Non Stop Love • Fastway Feelin' Satisfied • Boston China Grove • The Doobie Brothers

I had a dream that I was on a lawn in a park some place. There where these pigeons there and they where eating $1 coins. They had these little pin striped suits on and where just oblivious to all else but the coins. This cat dressed up as death came and took 2 of the birds. The others did not even notice.

I had a dream that I was on a ship in the middle of the sea. The sea was red and smelled like death. There where these strange black birds flying in a circle around me. They would call out the names of all the people that I know that passes away. After some time the sea turned white and the sky filled with angles. Then a trumpet started to sound and a man appeared beside me and told me the world was over now.

14" Hand Tossed Brooklyn Pepperoni, Sausage, Bacon, Jalapeno Peppers, Pizza Sauce, Cheese. (BTW that is sriracha in top of the pizza). This is what I got stupid and ordered. I've literally got $42 left on the credit card I can use and still pay it off when I get paid, so there can NOT be any more of this this month. Sigh. However I still have not had any booze, or sugar to speak of other than a small can of Ginger Ale to settle a sick tummy to allow me to do the dang laundry in peace. I don't normally do much sugar so that's not the issue. The issue is the pizza thing, or burgers. I just need to motivate myself and keep on track no matter how much it SUCKS. The booze thing I can take or leave. I do enjoy a good whisky or 3 from time to time, but I can leave it alone as well. I do like the feeling of being drunk as well, but most times I do bother to drink it's just a couple of drams. So it's not a big issue. I need to try very hard next month and sti...

To make the PC boot from the USB restore device you need to insert it in the USB port then boot the system. At this point you may see something like "press F2 to enter setup" it may also be Del or Return. Normally it is the F2 key. You may have to use another device to google what the key is for your particular computer. You now have the setup menu on and at the bottom there will be Enter Setup. Use the arrow keys to select that and press return. Next slide over to "boot". Use the arrow keys to select "Removable Device" then use the "+" key to move it to the top of the list. At this point you want to use whatever it says at the bottom to save settings (normally it's F9). Then select "yes" and press return. Then the system will continue to boot from the USB device. Remember is you have an external drive hooked up to unplug it. As well after installing windows again you will want to follow the steps again to set "Har...

So your new PC won't boot for some reason. Well if you have an external drive on it, this could be this issue and most likely is. The boot sequence on a PC is normally set to boot from a USB device first during the installation of Windows 10. You are going to want to set that to C drive. Now turn off the power wait a moment then turn it back on. You should see something about press "F2" or "Return" or "Del" to enter setup. If you don't see that, use another device to see what key you need to press. In any event, you want to rapidly press the key (normally its F2) to enter the boot setup. When the boot setup opens there will be a list of devices and Enter Setup . Use the arrow keys and then return to enter setup. Use the arrow keys to move over to "boot". Use the arrow keys to move to "Removable Devices" and press the "-" key to move it to the the bottom of the list. Then use the arrow keys to select Hard Drive an...

Search for "Create a recovery drive" and then click it. Admin password may be required. When the tool opens, make sure "Back up system files to the recovery drive" is selected, then select Next. Click USB drive (thumb drive), and then click Next. Click Create. The process will take a rather long time, there are a vast amount of files to copy. You will need a 16GB USB thumb drive. More than likely it will be less than 6GB used but the recommend a 16GB device. P.S. You will want to look up how to enter bios on boot on your computer then copy down the instructions then in bios go to the boot option and follow the instructions for your computer model on how to set the boot option to the USB first. After installing windows you might want to shut it off as the firs boot option if you have an external drive - also you will want to unplug any external drives before trying to boot from the USB thumb drive.