Dave Nicholson

1 War - Low Rider https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xTGrfs5TXM 2 Blues Brothers - Sweet Home Chicago https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=79vCiXg3njY 3 Jim Stafford - Swamp Witch https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IB0SxXTR_UI 4 System Of A Down - Chop Suey! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSvFpBOe8eY 5 Iron Maiden - The Trooper https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2G5rfPISIwo 6 AC/DC - Thunderstruck https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2AC41dglnM 7 David Bowie - Rebel Rebel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U16Xg_rQZkA 8 The Velvet Underground - Heroin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xcwt9mSbYE 9 The Kinks - Lola https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LemG0cvc4oU 10 Joe Walsh - Life's Been Good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXWvKDSwvls 11 Canned Heat - On The Road Again (Alternate Take) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgBHRYtt-Y4 12 The Dead South - In Hell I'll Be In Good Company https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9FzVhw8_bY

So the other day I blogged about a hate post by a very butt-hurt person who likes to play the victim. Well I of course in all good conscience not stay friends with her. I made the mistake of not blocking her for it. Well she got kind of uptight over it. I get a PM from her making fun of me being a person of size. Once again proving that every last person I know that claims they are a victim all of the time are really just angry people. The best part here is she then blocked me over it. I know she will (as done to others) unblock me later and take another snipe at me. So I blocked her back - you can actually do that by going threw the messenger app and selecting block on Facebook as well. Poof if she unblocks she is blocked by you. The thing is I also know far too many (and way more) real victims. These people almost never actually talk about it and sure as HELL would not be posting it on Facebook for the entire world set on public like these "look at poor me" ...

Well as for Sizzlin' I have to say not at all. These where mild compared to other spicy chips I have had. Even for the main stream market there are far from actually hot. As for taste they rock and it's an actual complex bend of tastes with a hint of pork and shrimp to the taste. They are the same Lay's chips you know other then that. At least once a month they go on sale. It happened to line up they where on sale on shopping day so I got some. Glad I did. As for rating I'm going to give them a 7.5/10. Not the best but very well worth it. I would recommend doubling the heat and come out with a "blazing" verity. I do realize that most people that say they like "hot" actually like mild not even medium heat. So... If you want VERY hot chips get into the Blair's Death Rain Chips. They are super hot and come in several verities of spice.

How is this for asshole? I just had to delete the 3rd person in a week for being filled with hate. This person should know better. She is always on about how people treat her like shit. Sigh. You can't fix hate. So I just walked away. When you don't care that good people are hurting and suffering and at risk of death - there is something wrong with you that nothing can fix. I find it interesting that every last person I have ever encountered that spews hate at random for little to no reason all play the victim as well. Every one of them with no exception. Makes me wonder if it's a mental illness driven over compensation of the poor me syndrome. The sad thing is the amount of others I have seen on Twitter and Facebook spewing hate saying it's punishment for voting for Trump. Ya know I have my doubts about the competence of anyone who voted for him, but once you think they should die for it - you are just evil. Then there was the mega church crap. Peopl...

So the majority of places on the internet advertise with "search driven algorithms". Here is the ticket, 80% of advertising I see on Facebook has nothing to do with my searches. Being that they deploy this kind of algorithm, I am at a loss to how this keeps coming up. So I'm disabled, live on about $1100 a month and have literally no savings. So why in the world would I be looking at stuff like in this screen cap? I never have. In fact the last time I booked a vacation there where no vacation web pages LOL. Today it's cruise ships all over the place. Yesterday it was high end cars that I would not buy even if I had millions to spend. Before that women's clothing all over the place. Then there was the entire week that every place I went it was trying to sell me "My Little Pony". Something has gone wrong is all I have to say. When it does give me relevant ads, it's for things I already ordered LOL. Oh well... This is life...

OK this was not the top of it, but I clicked the screen cap for "4:20"... It topped out at 37°C that is 98.6°F... Average high for this time of year is 23°C (73°F). Then again most places I have friends in have been reporting it's been abnormally hot for this time of year. As a kid I remember it snowing not long after going back to school a couple of times. As an adult (about 20 years ago) it snowed so much we got almost stranded at a truck stop - this was in MARCH. That one was a wild one. We went out there with out summer jackets on and then all the sudden I looked out the window and WOW the snow was up to the bumper on my friends car. So we though we where toast. Sadly and locally a woman had a massive seizure and they had to send an ambulance. The city sent out a snow plow to get the ambulance to the truck stop and we followed it back in (still snowing). It was snowing so hard that we had trouble getting back to my place and I'm sure even ...

  Sigh so here it is, my Bluesky box from Shaw Cable tits up again. Seems at least once a week this thing has a stroke for a short time... Well some days not so short a time. Most of the time it dies in the middle of the night and I wake up to an error code. I love my really fast internet and Sasktel for the price i'm paying just WON'T give me the same speeds or the amount of TV I am getting (no matter how many times they say they will). But this is annoying. See I am disabled and in my apartment for 95% of my time. This means I am reliant on things like internet and TV to keep me from going more crazy than I am (what? It's a good kind of crazy). So when something goes down for more than a moment it's a problem to me. I keep getting drops in speed on the internet and it seems to happen at least once a day where it drops so low it almost does not register. I have Tweeted them a bunch of time and for some reason they keep telling me there are no errors in t...

Pain is something I know very well. I have been on a long path these many years to many jobs and to the lives of many people. I also was on a path to spending the rest of my life in pain. This was to get slowly worse as the years rolled on. It’s been about seventeen years now since I would work full time. I have been on disability or welfare for over ten years now. I am not to the point where there is no possibility of me being productive in the workforce. I can only manage to sit in a chair for twenty minutes or so at a time. If I push it maybe forty-five. But then I end up in a lot of pain like I am now, as I am pushing to get this out while my head is clear of the fog. I have pushed myself to sit for hours at a time and ended up on the floor or passed out in a car or truck. Some days though I can sit up for five hours at a time, but most times not even close. I spent many years trying to find out what was wrong with me and in the declining years of my Doctors life he came up with...

Church. OK this is after I admitted to myself that I had sexual feelings toward other men and women at the same time. I did not know the term bisexual yet even. It was my late twenties. A friend and I (one of the original three) started to go to a fundamentalist church. Now being that he is a full on gay man and I went both ways, things ended up stupid and we were damaged in many ways. We got full on into this entire God thing and studied the bible ever night (literally every night). The non-forgiving preaching’s of the pastor stuck with us and drove a wedge into our souls. It was the start of an exploration for me to find God on my own terms that lasts to this day. It was also the start of loathing of all things religion for my friend. His logic on the topic goes like this. Mom and Dad told me there was a God they also told me there was a Santa and an Easter Bunny. The last two where a lie, so God had to be a lie as well. But for me the feeling that there was a power out there that...

So I am now in the work force. I am painting and I am good at it. House painting that is. I was in charge of the three others in my group. I was not demanding, just told them if you don’t work like I work you are gone. I spent a lot of time with them and with a drink in my hand - other than at work. The one was this wild redhead and one of the biggest mistakes I made in my working history. It was strange how we came together in the same job for the same reason. It was even more strange that we both had the same birthday. The same day, month and year. Further still, we were popped out into the world at the same hospital in Saskatoon on the same night hours apart. We kind of hit it off and kind of ended up doing things you should not be doing with people who were under you at work. The other two ended up changing almost every other week, but me and that red head who fucked like an animal worked hard and played hard for almost a year. Then the work was over. The man who owned the place...

School days in King George where kind of a mix of good and bad times. There were a lot of kids going there from broken families and a lot of damaged goods. They liked for the most part to cause trouble and to push people around. I was always a big kid and they left me alone after I started to push back. But I know others were not so lucky. But the fondest memory was of the lady who worked in the library. She was the nicest person you could hope to meet. She also showed me that there was more to this world than just what is in it. If we opened our minds and just let them wonder, we could be in worlds we created. She is one of the two major reasons I started to do art. She is the reason I started to try and put words to paper, even though I was never that good at it. We had conversations; something that I did not get out of other adults at the time. I honestly think she is the reason that I stopped being an ass hat and started to apply myself. She is why I ended up a good person. I wa...

I was 16 and sitting in a dugout in the evening with someone I knew from school. Well I knew him from elementary school and he was going someplace else now. I am not talking about the kind of dugout that water goes in, but the kind the baseball players go in. We were having some beer he got somehow. I never did know how he got it. I knew that he was a strange kid when we were going to the same school, but I had no idea he was this fucked up in the head. We talked about fighting to start with, you know the bravado of the teen male, telling of the fights we got in in school back then. The on the 3rd beer (there were only 6) he started to tell me how he liked to kill animals with this knife he had and showed it to me. He said he liked to hear them scream and to see “the fear in their eyes”. He said he would like to do the same to a person some time. In fact, he had this plan to do it with hookers, but for some fucking reason they had to be blond. He said, “if I cut the clothing off and...

There was a time when I was a young person. I think I was about 10. We decided we were doing to get naked and play in this deposit of wet clay we found when on our bikes out in the countryside. See this is the way kids think. If I take my clothing off, they won’t be covered in clay and Mom won’t know. The reality that there was no clean water and that at best we could just be less dirty did not strike us at all. Us being two friends and I. So we rolled nude in the wet clay bank and pushed each other and had the best time ever. We never thought that someone might come along and do anything to us. Things then where so different. No one talked about that kind of thing. To see this in the light of a distant memory now is to think how fucking lucky we got that we were not picked up by the RCMP or nabbed by some sex offending low life. But at the time it was just three good friends rolling in the clay. The result of course was that we could not get clean enough after in the muddy waters. ...

OK I got tired as hell of beans for protein. I broke out the remainder of the chicken and cooked it up. There are 3 pieces left in a container and some more veggies and tomatoes. But tomorrow will be more beans as that is how it has to be. Then Wen, I shop and get the fixings for some chili and that will be dinner the next day. Wed, I think I will get some fast food on the way home from shopping. Going to have the shopping delivered so I don't have to play with it. For the rest of the month it will be - yeas beans and chicken and veggies. I eat beans generally 2 times a day. It's strange as hell, but I have lot a pile of weight doing it this way and get one meal a day that actually tastes good.

This is a Box Elder Bug. People all my life have mistaken them for Caragana Beetles. But oh well. All I know is they are immortal! LOL. So this fellow (or lady) was on my entertainment center and I thwacked it with a fly swatter and it went flying and after landing on the carpet got up and flew over to my cabinet... Well I think hit the fecking thing with my shoe (not even kidding)... THUMP and it flew under the heating radiator. It's happily sitting there right now munching on my carpet or whatever. Yeah they get in all over the place. I've seen them in the millions on the side of the building in the past. Don't seem to be many this year BTW. But as soon as I'm done here it's going for a ride in the vacuum. They explode in population several times a year then vanish from view for a while. Hell seen them in November once. As long as it's warm enough to hatch they come out. I got no idea how they live really as I never really looked it up, all ...

SAID     $1083 Shaw:    -$156 Sasktel:  -$85 Food     -$200 Rent     -$418 Online    -$20 ============== Left Over $204 Shaw – Cable and internet Sasktel – Smart phone This is for an entire month and most of the time the leftover is eaten up by other expenses and having a bit of fun a couple times a month. I get 7 packages with the cable TV and HBO and internet 150. The smart phone plan is good for my aria as there is little option and for 10GB of data and unlimited talk, text and so on you will pay more elsewhere – as well they have the best coverage. Will post a blog after I shop and link to this one to show how much the food actually came out to and what is left over. Next pay will be $1123 as I'm paying off an advance that I used for clothing. Also next pay will be sails tax rebate month of $198 - that will pay for my phone case I want, a new phone and my insurance...

Molly Hatchet - One Last Ride https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxWV1os7wus Mötley Crüe - Kick Start My Heart https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMsrARxzIGg Sixx A.M. -Skin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYzT36DA0Rk The Clash - I Fought the Law https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AL8chWFuM-s Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXdNnw99-Ic Johnny Cash - Hurt https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc Deep Purple-Child in Time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfAWReBmxEs Lou Reed - Walk On The Wild Side https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KaWSOlASWc The Doors - Riders on the Storm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLBV6ZwLKDU The Doors - The End https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSUIQgEVDM4

OK... That was about the dumbest thing I have done in 5 or 6 years. So sitting there on the bed and go to put some icy hot on my back... Well Little Dave gets itch and with the fingers that have the FRESH icy hot on it I scratch it. Not the tip is covered in icy hot and the eyes are rolled back in my head and I'm trying not to scream. Sigh - thank GOD I remembered that water is BAD in this situation and dish soap is good. OMFG what the hell was I thinking? The best thing is, this is NOT the first time I managed to get icy hot on the poor little fella. The last time I grabbed the icy hot instead of the lube - that was well - way worse than this time... I selected this image for the transposition of imagery - hehehe.

YUP!... There it is again. YouTube at it's best I see. It was fixed for a short time then POOF the phantoms are back. It's not just in these two locations, but in the comments as well. It told me there where 9 comments and there where 7 on another video told me there there 7 and there where 4. HAHA. Then the FEED... Well the last 4 days not much showed up at all, then today POOF a bunch of videos from up to 4 days ago. It's like it knew I did not have time to catch up today and mocked me. Oh and the other day "0 views, 4 likes and 6 comments" - how the crap does that work? If nothing all the bugs are amusing at times and well annoying as shit some times. Both the apps are about done for as well. I can't like comments on my Creators Studio App or it thinks I want to block the person... How that works I don't know. As well on the YouTube app, raw MP4's from my phone will NOT upload... Well they will but they will never process - EVER. I tried ...

  OK just for the LOLS - this is a game on Google Play Store. Well it's a freakin' Fidget Spinner game. That's all it is... So it said in app purchases and I clocked more. Well... $129.99 is the high end to the in app purchases LOL. It's some virtual toy you SPIN... How is this worth that much? Best thing is, there have been 10 million downloads of this. DANG - kind of a lot of people out there with way more money than I have. Then again if I had move money than Trump I would not pay $129.99 for a virtual spinner LOLS. And here is the link .:LINK:.

Shot with an LG G4 phone.

1. You don’t look sick More than often people with chronic illness have gotten used to hiding the pain and the symptoms for the simple reason they are tried of explaining it. Others as in my case, are so that loved ones don't constantly worry about them. After years of pain or sickness you simply get used to being in that state and you no longer "look sick". As well there are many conditions that don't have outward signs of illness. This does not mean the person is not suffering. A final note on this is "what does sick look like"? 2. You’re too young to be sick I've seen children at the age of 5 who where very sick, in fact sicker than I am. There is no age that you need to be before you become sick or before you can feel pain. No one is safe and it can happen to anyone. Chronic illness does not discriminate based on anything. 3. Everyone gets tired Yes they do, but the vast majority of people spend most of their waking time not being tired. For t...

I don't like games but when I can't sleep I tire my brain with solitaire. Couple people told me to do this years ago and it works for some reason. Puzzles wake me up more so they won't do. But this helps some days. So played 48 games and won half of them. This is not bad since the last game I had I was about 20% win the entire time - but I like the look of this one better, so I switched. The tablet is too heavy for in bed for me and makes my chest muscles hurt holding it - so I use the phone. When I am too awake to get any sleep I go to the comfy chair and break out the tablet and listen to music and play with a drawing program. I'm actually not that great free hand any more as I lost some muscle control and no one can tell me why other than "you are 50". But it's fun. I did all the coloring ones I could get for free and one of them set off my virus scan on download - so it never installed. The other 3 had a LOT more to color but you had to ...

  This one is obvious LOL.   So love this guys videos and ALWAYS watch all the way threw - notice YT thinks I only watched the start of it. To count the view and the like you have to hit 50% view. Sigh so they will take mine away because YT is fucked.   OK this video this dude commented on was about a person being desperately ill and in distress. So what part of that was "Nice"? Glad your fucking bot gave it a like, too bad tomorrow it will be gone because you did not hot the 50% view length. Yup live in an apartment and don't own a garden at all, but shared a video by someone else about his plants and POOF I'm in a bot generated list. I'm also in a list for makeup lovers and one about US politics even though I live in Canada... LOL - love bots. I do actually watch makeup videos - I don't even know why I like em...

Freaking Fibromyalgia. So 3rd week of slowly more pain than the day before. Saturday it will be week 4 starting. Normally I get hit for 2 or 3 days then it goes away for a week or so. Not this time. Trust me though, I have been in a LOT more pain than this. But after a few days your brain just want it to go away. Sure you can ignore pain and I'm doing it right now to post the blog posts. I'm also good at hiding the pain so now it's my natural state. I got that way because I did not want my Mom to know how much pain I was in when helping her do things. I used to think "suck it up" when someone talked about something hurting that I know was 1/10 of me pain at best. But the reality is, to them it's a lot and pain hurts no matter who you are or how much it is. Now I just think "I hope they never no the pain I know". As well when the doctor says "rate it from 1 to 10" I always thing "how stupid is that". You can...

  Intake for the coffee maker (filled with water)   Sink drain trap looking up toward the other side. The surface is where the air is on the other side of the trap. Drinking water tap. Notice how much mineral deposit there is around it. Our water here is very hard.