Dave Nicholson

There is something wrong with me and I can guess and others have guessed but I don't know what... They don't seem interested in finding it out. There are a hell of a lot of autoimmune dysfunctions that can cause what I feel - no testing. Got a test for lupus but they are not accurate and you can do 15 years before it is positive. My dad was sent home from Regina hospital and died in the car beside me as I was taking him home. They ignored him to death. My mother was told for years that she had a chest infection when it was cancer. The cancer doctor told us this was the case. She up and said they dropped the ball on this one. So she was ignored to death... Now it's my turn. I can live with it and just hope that when the pain gets out of hand more than it does now they give me something better. For now I have to take too many of them to make it so I can sleep when the pain is up high. Your not supposed to take as much as I do - but I have to or I will be in pain for days wit...

Ok this is the south hill recycling center. The only one we have at this moment as the one that used to be by the crushed can is still not relocated. All people have to do is push the button and feed it into the machine. Think they can handle that? Nope... That would be a task for someone who actually cares to take care of the planet. Not a job for a lazy bastard who just drops it off and leaves. Why bother doing this if your not going to do it right? After all you special.

 Jasmine My Cow...  Moms Bear...  Sofa Dog...  Morbidly Obese Sock Monkey Little Dog... Sock Monkey and Rabbit...

 Blue Cheese Bacon Sirloin Burger. Cheese Cake with Chocolate and Carmel Drizzle. Had a feed at Boston Pizza in Moose Jaw, Saskatchewan, Canada. Price was $26 total. The best food I have had in a while to say the least. The coffee was OK only but the burger and the cheese cake where outstanding to day the least. In fact it's one of the best cheese cakes I have had in ages. I would love to have a mix of these toppings and Kahlua on it - that would be even better. Our server was very nice to us and I downright forgot to tip... Sigh... The other Dave was so chatty as always (LOL) and she talked with us for some time. Good thing is was not busy at the time. But as we where about to take off the people where streaming in. I don't like noisy places so we got out just in time I think. All in all it was a memorable dinner and superb food.

I was watching Gran Torino and it comes to the part where he is told he has cancer. I started to cry thinking of the long and sad death of my Mother. I said to God, “why do you allow so many terrible things”. I think of children with cancer, birth defects that disable for life and war. I think how much I have and how little most of the world has. I think how the money we have in the west could feed the world. I ask, “Are you blind or are you not even there”. The pain of loss still pushes me down in the dirt. The pain of all that is wrong in this world rises me up in anger. I want to grab some rich guy and beat him in the face and say, “why do you have all this when children in your own city are hungry”? I ask myself, “Why when you are extra money do you do for yourself and not for others”? I have no answer to any of these questions but the last. I am selfish and I will justify my actions just like everyone else does. I think of God and I feel a warm hand on my left shoulder. God is not...

 Bad parking part 1 - Park right where it tells you no parking. Bad parking part 2 - after you leave the no parking zone use the stores garbage that they pay to have removed for your own junk. Your my new hero for being so selfish. Way to go you win a gold star and are promoted to ass hat of the week.