I Turned 58 Today and I Fear The Future

Well, here I am 58 years old. 2 years away from being 60. I did not think I was going to make it much past 40 to be honest. My health has been trashed for years now after all. Then when I got diagnosed with heart failure, I figured I'd be gone soon. But life is strange some times. A miracle medication helped stop the progression of the heart failure and saved my life. I was probably going to be dead in 2 years if it was not for Entresto. I don't expect to be alive at 70 to be honest, and if I still am, I'm going to be in a hell of a bad state of being. My body is degenerating on me and in the last years it's gotten much worse. To be honest, being on the SAID program (Saskatchewan disability), and having to switch to the Old Age Security, and Guaranteed Income Supplement for seniors, and having to reapply for supplemental medical coverage provincially - is going to be a hell of a lot of a bother. This happens a year before I turn 65. A tome of paper work, and then hope t